Take a little walk with me down memory lane, and when I say "little", I mean little because it was only 5 short days ago that we were all filled with joy and excitement about the Phillies making the playoffs for the first time in 14 seasons. A smack, a slap, and a kick to the nuts later- here we are on a depressing Friday wishing we could rewind time to start this series all over again. The Mets collapse and the Phils rise was almost surreal and many Phans thought it might all just be a dream. That dream has quickly turned into a full-blown nightmare as the Rockies have kicked our asses and taken our names for the first two games and are prepared to sweep us in 3 Saturday night in Colorado. We have crafty Grand Pappy Moyer set to pitch for us, and I'm hoping he can win the game on Saturday much like he was the winner of the game this past Sunday that made us the 2007 NL East Champions. I was happy as swine in its own slop to play baseball in October, but now I'm scared, angry, and worried it will be over all to quick. I'm not ready for this season to come to an end, I want to see more of Jimmy Rollins, Chase Utley, and company. I'm not ready to say goodbye to the 2007 season of the Philadelphia Phillies. I want to go back to that ecstatic feeling I had on Sunday watching Brett Myers closing out the game. I want to feel overcome with happiness like I did watching Alfonseca spray the hose into the crowd during the celebration, or watching the Phils players have fun like little kids. I don't want to think about losing, losing this season. One loss ends it all though...what will be the outcome?